It has been two months since I began re-discovering my genius and while a lot of the time I have been living my normal day to day, which like anyone in this world, is rather mundane; I have also been starting to see my life in a more artistic and beautiful way. It has been a subtle change of the lens, but the colors seem to be getting brighter and the flow of my days seem to be getting more easy. Nothing has really changed except for me. In learning how to have more alignment and access to my genius, I have had to let go of control in a lot of ways. Our society, because of all the fear and struggle that we live in daily, feels the need to be in control of everything…all the time. We don’t even realize that we are doing it, because it’s so engrained in us. The truth is however, that we have absolutely no control of anything except our own thoughts, actions and reactions and essentially our own behaviors.
As i’ve pulled my energy in and operated from my own energetic alignment (aka my genius), Ive found my need to control everything else and everyone else dissipate, or at least I have become much more conscious of when I’m doing it. It may take me a minute to realize i’m doing it, but I’ve been able to let go much faster, which has deepened my level of trust in the universe/divine/god; because ultimately there is a much larger story being played out and if I choose to be a more easeful player, than my own story changes from one of struggle and fear, to one of joy and abundance. What I have found when I begin to really operate from my own creative genius and stop trying to compare myself to or control others is that everything feels sOUL much better.
I highly recommend giving it a try. Truly life changing even if nothing has really changed at all except the lens I am viewing things from.
